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July 19, 2012

sometimes things fall apart

Every day this week, I sat at the computer and attempted to write my monthly letter to Levi. He has been one year old for a week now, and I still don’t have a milestone post worth sharing. My words are jumbled; my sentences, confusing. Why is this month’s update so much harder to write? Is it because talking about his last official month as a baby is too emotional for me? Perhaps. Is it because I’m less prepared, having not taken as many notes as I took for other months? Maybe a little bit.

No, I think the main reason why I can’t write a monthly letter worth reading is because I’m too distracted. I can’t quiet all of thoughts running through my mind, and I literally can’t hear myself think.

So instead of posting a half-ass letter to Levi, one I would surely critique harshly later on, I’ve decided to share with you everything that’s on my mind. Like a brain dump or a virtual therapy session.

In no particular order, here’s what I’ve been thinking about lately:

  • Levi’s one-year portrait session is schedule for this evening, but will it be too hot to shoot them outside?
  • Should I reschedule for early in the morning on another day?
  • But what if we can’t find a morning that works and Levi is 13 months old by the time we can reschedule?
  • If we do them tonight, what will we all wear?
  • I have so much laundry to do.
  • I have to clean the basement because JB’s mom is arriving to Omaha tonight and will be sleeping downstairs.
  • I really want to redecorate the basement.
  • Maybe I can rearrange furniture and hang some art on the walls this afternoon.
  • I need to get a manicure this afternoon, especially if we are still taking family photos.
  • Should I cancel Levi’s midday playdate so that I have more time to run errands?
  • I need to go to the supermarket.
  • What are we going to serve for lunch at Levi’s birthday party on Sunday?
  • I really need to count the RSVPs and decide whether we need to borrow/rent tables and chairs for the backyard.
  • I hope it doesn’t rain on Sunday.
  • Should I make or buy a cake for the party?
  • Or should I serve cupcakes?
  • Normal-size cupcakes or mini cupcakes?
  • I really need to get organized for this party.
  • What should we do with Briscoe during the party?
  • I need to write more posts for Lifetime Moms this month.
  • I can’t forget to submit my hours for my copy editing job today.
  • I can’t forget to RSVP for a wedding in September that we were invited to. The deadline was yesterday.
  • I want to take new head shots to use with my freelance writer byline but I can’t afford $300 for them.
  • How can I make more money?
  • I need to finalize plans for a trip to NYC in August.
  • I’m nervous about going to a blogging conference.
  • Is it even worth investing time and money into this blog?
  • Does anybody read Bunny & Dolly?
  • Maybe I should quit blogging all together.
  • Maybe I should just go back to bed.

Another reason why I’m so anxious to post Levi’s 12-month-old photo and monthly letter is because I have an AMAZING giveaway to go along with it. Maybe the most exciting giveaway yet. But I can’t tell you about it until I post his milestone update, and I can’t post his milestone update until I’m able to think clearly. Let’s hope that happens quickly.

{cell phone cover image found here via Babble}

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  1. Lisa

    July 19, 2012 at 8:22 am

    Don’t quit blogging! One day your kids will be thankful that you kept a record of all the crazy stuff that was going on! It sounds like you’re going through burnout and maybe just need a short vaca from blogging. I bet it felt good to make a list! You’ve already gotten one thing done and now will start crossing things off. Good luck! I know you can handle it. P.S. Awesome phone case. Where did you find it?

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    • PJ

      July 19, 2012 at 2:43 pm

      Thanks for the encouragement!

      You can buy the cell phone case here: http://www.etsy.com/listing/102020583/iphone-case-marilyn-monroe-quote-better?ref=sr_gallery_9&ga_includes%5B0%5D=tags&ga_search_query=quote+iphone+case&ga_page=1&ga_ref=related&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery

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  2. stacey

    July 19, 2012 at 8:56 am

    That is A LOT of stuff on your mind, and I can relate! Please let me know if you and JB need some time to get everything done. PD and I will come hang with little man! I remember what it was like to get out of the house with a little guy and trying to get everything done. Dont stop blogging I love reading your musings! And if it is head shots you need, maybe i can help!

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  3. Erin

    July 19, 2012 at 9:23 am

    Wowie! You do have a lot on your mind! This is almost a checklist you could separate into sub checklists (party, pictures). I can relate because it seems nothing will get done when everything has to get done. 🙂

    I can maybe help with one thing…I know a photographer that would not be $300. I’m not sure what is required for headshots but she has done Harper’s 3,6,9 & 12 month pics and did a great shots of Griffin and Harper for Christmas. Email me and I can send you her information if you want it. 🙂

    Good luck with the party this weekend and ENJOY it!
    Erin

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  4. Emily @ Peck Life

    July 20, 2012 at 1:52 pm

    I really love this post….and sometimes “maybe I should just go to bed” is the answer. LOL. A lot of this sounds like my brain on a daily basis! Are you going to BlogHer?! I am….it’s my first time and I’m a little scared. I’ve been working on my agenda and it’s crazy how much time it’s taken to plan everything and get organized (although i’m a super hyper planner in advance…) eeeek!

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    • PJ

      July 20, 2012 at 10:38 pm

      No, I’m not going to BlogHer, but I kind of wish I were. I think I’d be too intimidated, though! (PS: I love the business cards you made for the event.)

      I could use some of your super planning ahead skills right about now…

      Reply

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